“the bad” = hurtful words, dirty looks, mistreatment by my family
“the good” = motivation, comfort, love from my husband and friends
when i say that i had to pull from everywhere to survive i am referring to the resources i found or found me, such as friends, family (my husband) and spiritual support, so that i could find the will and strength to keep on going .
at first i did not know how to call or label some things i was feeling or the cause – you keep a lot of stuff in the back of your mind and at some point it all awakens. i was conceived out of a marriage of convenience (i will touch on that on a later post) and was rejected as a child by my parents – i now know that mother could not do any better, she could not give me what she did not have and dad well he was advance in age and only cared about smoking and swearing.
i suffered rejection from my parents. but i was blessed with a husband that would more than make up for that. i am not saying it has been easy but I SURVIVED REJECTION and so can you.
later,
